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About Me Member Varied Artist Zwaluw22/Male/Netherlands Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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My world....My world..  My life...  My mind......   
Thinking about  Thinking withing  Love is just a poem  Life is what matters   
Living unforgiving  Unforgiven world  Minding my own business  Minding deep withing   
Love is a distraction  From what I really am  A deviation to society  Lost in selfless thoughts   
Only me that matters  The world cant be enough  The world doesn't touch me...  Nothing touches me...   
No fear  Never afraid  Never worried  Always worried  Never thoughtful  Yet always thinking &nb My world....
by ~Zwaluw
I hurt myself tonight...So... I had a drink... quite a few...  
Normally.. drinks dont have much impact..  But it's been a while since I felt that this extra glass was too much.. but.. never felt more than that, never felt.... drunk..   
Only thing I can think of...  Some drink to forget...  but whenever I drink..  I seem to remember   
Been a while..  litlle bit more then a year  Since we first met..  Still...  
 
somehow lost loved ones  keep a place within me..  think that is good  I really cared   
Still I now consider  Was it good ?  Did I really need to hur I hurt myself tonight...
by ~Zwaluw
SurrealWalking starting, Running as I go  Heartbeats stalking.. Mind full I should know  I say I would love you.. Loving yes I know  Now that things are different.. different..   
Flowers growing into beautifull sights  Sights I can remember Sights in memories  Filled with hope.. feeling.. and with love  Pacing through some rithm.. Step for Step   
Grow I would hope into something.. surreal  Hoping that this lovebeat would be  would be for real  Memories of feelings.. maybe surreal   
Writing my mind free  Writing.. as I go  Going with my heartbeat  Running for Surreal
by ~Zwaluw
Love againOnce again in love?  Once again..  Thought I fell in love..   
Now I seem to love someone  Short yet so timeless..   
Shivers you had..  Shivers I have   
Hope to have you  Not to loose you  To keep you close   
Sleepless dreams of hope  Sleepless nights of love   
Tears, for not even needed  Tears, I think too soon  Tears.. For you Love again
by ~Zwaluw
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Sat Feb 9, 2008, 8:59 PM
Don't be worried... I won't hurt myself (just yet).

Finally got to writing something again, yet while it clears my mind enough to get some sleep... It doesn't solve my problem.

The problem itself would be my inactivity. In life. In doing anything usefull.

the cause?

I have no clue.
All I can say is that my new writing sheds some light of how closed down my thoughts actually are. Something I knew.

I'll remain on my own.
A loner.

Something I always longed to be...

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  • Current Residence: home
  • Interests: too many, containing music, art, poetry
  • Favourite movie: dont know
  • Favourite band or musician: System of a Down
  • Favourite genre of music: rock ballads
  • Operating System: windows xp pro
  • Personal Quote: Confusion is such a strange thing, It confuses me.
  • Tools of the Trade: DMX Controller

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=Dragonic Nov 8, 2005, 3:10:56 AM
:hug:
:smooch:

Just spreadin' luv ;)

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She lives in the clouds
She talks to the birds
Hopeless little one
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~Ex-Shadow Oct 11, 2005, 11:23:42 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:

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Be sure to check out my deviations!
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~Krishnaa Sep 28, 2005, 9:31:39 AM
thanq for the +fav dear :)

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God made pot. Man made beer. Who do you trust?
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~Zwaluw Sep 13, 2005, 12:45:44 PM
alrighty, ill check yours as well

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confusion is such a strange thing, it confuses me.
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~Hayazaki-Iroke Sep 12, 2005, 10:33:28 AM
CUTIIIEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!!! :glomp: You're on dA too!! How sw33t!! =^.^= A bit late, but welcome!! Gonna watch you!! :hug:

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Even in the darkness every colour can be found
And every day of rain brings water flowing
To things growing in the ground


More art, less bullshit!
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~Zwaluw Aug 6, 2005, 12:25:23 PM
YW I just like the compostition a lot

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confusion is such a strange thing, it confuses me.
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~saiaii Aug 5, 2005, 9:40:57 PM
:aww:
thank you much for the :+fav: :hug:

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Is Imagination dependent upon Experience, or is Experience influenced by the Imagination?
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~The-Baron Aug 1, 2005, 4:47:41 AM
Thank you so much for the :+fav: :nod:
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`chezza-t18 Jul 31, 2005, 6:55:34 PM
thankyou for the fave on all my base r belong to $jark and for you support for the community leader. :)

<3 Cheryl.

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Perth owns.
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=FahrSkyWise Jul 31, 2005, 3:16:40 PM
Like the flashteam said.

Hello and welcome xD
Gerhard and Sara said most.
And well. I'm gonna stop stalking you now.

Kthxbye.

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=FahrSkyWise

I'll do anything in my power to make you look silly.
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